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You and i both

Jason Mraz - You And I Both.
it's a sad song and yet is something close to my heart.
a song replayed over and over again in my disoriented head everyday.

"and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words."

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the nex R&B Rap dirt i am swinging to : Get Right by J Lo.
it's on radio! i didn't rip it off the net k?
as much as i am envious of her body and i dislike her, i love her songs!!!
they bump! those collaborations with Usher, P Diddy, Jar-Rule etc... *swoons*
i wonder if i am a closet 'Minnah'... hahah!
R&B just makes me just wanna dirty dance with special someone...
grinding against him while keeping the distance, staying sexy but not slutty.
kissing and biting gently on the lips, holding to his waist and flirting with him.

*snap*
okay. enough of fantasizing.
maybe i'll just get her new album. maybe i won't.
maybe i'll do skincare and facial mask this weekend. maybe i won't.
lotsa maybe. but since they are just maybes of 'wills' and 'won'ts'.
they wil alwiz be the potential 'maybe'. pointless to even mention.
the same logic applies to many things in life.

had a great dinner tonite. was at Chip Bee Gardens. advanced celeb for Josh's birthday.
Da Paolo never fails my expectations. went to their Pizza Bar. wow. lovely ambience.
nothing beats sitting under the open blue skies, feel the breeze in my face.
admire the wavering flicker of the tea candle. enjoy my advocado-mango salad. nice.
had a Chef's Special. was Josh's idea. hmmm.
- italian sausages, mushrooms, tomatoes, mozerella cheese. and fried calamaris.
you know what? i alwiz have this thought.. hee.
chef's special means that they're clearing the fridge and need get rid of what's near expiry.
and doesn't mean that it's on discount anyway...
too bad by the time we're done, we didn't have space for dessert.
their Tiramisu is orgasmatic. better than sex, anytime.

posted by Veen @ 23:13